Cards

wouldn't we all love to play cards if we were dealt a beautiful hand? well today i'd like to talk about life in general...people come and people go. i always wondered why there were mostly downs in my life...never really ups...but life is like a rollar coster...we just have to get used to the ride. i've been dealing with a lot in life...whether its deciding which college i want to go to or even what i want to truly do...i've been dealing with whos my real friend & whos not...whos got my back & who doesnt...who i should make a priority or who not to...who i can trust & who i can't...who i should give my heart to & who i shouldn't...if i should leave my family...& be forced to grow up when i don't really have to. life isnt easy...but god never said it was going to be. i know people say you have to go through to realize...but it's so true, sometimes god has to take us through hell to reach heavens peak. i just want my life back honestly...i hate where i'm living...& i miss my peoples...but hey sometimes we all have to go through a lonely state of mind to recongize.